isolation

Even with all the friends I have on Facebook, I still feel isolated and alone most of the time. I want to go out and do something with friends, real friends, the people who can laugh with me and dance and just be funny. I've let myself become so isolated that I only seem to have one or two friends with whom this type of event could be possible. My husband would go out with me but I can't be me with him. I always have to watch what I say or who I talk to - he "pees on my leg" and drives me bananas. I just want to get out and get away and have fun with my girlfriends and with my husband, that just isn't possible and it sucks ass.